things are looking up

my mom finally understands that i'm going to stay in mexico a very long time. so long that when i return i must immediately look for a job. i'm feeling like making things, which is a good thing because i should do something. yes, i was sad when my cousin left but i'm getting over it. there's no point in saying no to something that has to be. i'm glad for him. i used to be young like him once. i remember how much fun it was. really...good for him. i just hope that when i visit in sept or october that he'll still hang out with me. i'm not really considered cool. he on the other hand is part of a hipster friends group. everyone is skinny and super fashionable and they party party party. i used to party, but it was more general partying...or rather partying without identifications. we were just those crazy girls that got crunk and danced up a storm and hit on dudes and what not. good thing i'm seeing my friends sept 1st...holler. i can't wait. the end. time to go wash clothes...work never ends. today i'm going to go buy some water colors to keep painting. the end...for realz.