conquest.....

i'm listening to white stripes. i'm diggin' this song. hmm...i will finally
meet the boy, next week. it's all good except that at times i revert to
acting like a silly little child, wanting things to go my way. that way
would of course be of the boy liking me and not anyone else.
blargh...yesterday someone told me that i'll find someone, that i have
a great personality. well thank you, i know this but i don't think guys
are into personality, which really turns me off from the whole dating
thing in general.
being non-single is over-rated, i think. perhaps i'm just in denial.
only time will tell.
ps. sometimes i hate my life.