Cogman....thoughts on cogs and other things 10/16-1029

COGMAN

COGNISANCE

COGMAN...I READ A STORY IN COLLEGE ONCE ABOUT MEN BEING COGS IN THE MACHINE OF SOCIETY...THE WORKING WORLD. I THINK IT WAS SOMETHING THAT WAS WRITTEN BY FYODOR DOSTOEVSKY...OR TOLSTOY.


update...i found it...it's tolstoy


101608/0841am

with today's modern technology not keeping in touch is impossible. if you don't talk to someone it's because you no longer wish to. the barriers of distance and location are no longer there. the days of being on an oceanliner...or home on the prairie without a landline are over. i kind of wished i could go there. would i then want to connect?


0905am

sally don't you godon't you go round the roses...

i love when i hear a song on the itunes radio that i actually have at home on vinyl. this just happenedwith a grace slick and the great society song.i'd like to say that i rule, but i don't...grace slick rules.when i advertise for a roommate for my housei'd like to mention that we can share my record player. but really...will anyone be interested in this. i can'tget over the idea that if i don't move downtown nothing will happen for me. blast those parental ties...no really. blast them, then i'll be free. i can totally afford to live on my own somewhere but i help to pay all the utilities at home. the end. back to work.


1032am

oh my goodness i'm going to go crazy. i can't look at pictures of ***** without being filled with an intense longing. he has a very beautiful girlfriend. i'm so jealous. i want to be with him. someone left a comment in my honesty box saying that they masturbate to me and cum 3-4 times an hour. although this is probably a complete lie...i really wish it came from ***** the end. i need to get laid.


0220PM

estoy tripeando pelotas guey...pero it's not joke. te lo digo seriamente es muy interesante come el cerebro puede aprender tantas cosas. como los ser humanos son capaces de tener tantas lenguas y comnunicarse. quisierra estar en mi casa ahorita...pero solo para poder salir y fumer y entrar y hacer mis cosas o no hacer nada...quisas eso tambien estaria bien padre. el unico dia que puedo ver al muchacho mocho son lon lunes. he estado pensando en las cosas de amores...bueno, pues, las cosas de tener a un chavo, mas bien, pero si seria padre tener novio...no lo se por seguro. una hora con treinta y siete minutos hasta que es tiempo de salir a la casa....pero esto del trabjo ya me aburrio. lo unico que falta para hacer del aburriamento comido es la letra 't.' quisas un dia escriba una novela...quisas quisas quisas.

Este aviso es para informarle de las ofertas que estamos ofreciendo esta semana en nuestros paquetes de maquillaje 'Joder.' tus amigas te diran, "No...Jodas?" y tu les responderas, "Si. Jodas, guey."

101708
0324PM
did i just hear my co-worker tell mikey he could 'be sitting at home stroking"? it's probably not what he said, but if it is then it's eye-opening with what ease these dudes are talking about their dicks.

102008
0717am
i am having a very bad day. it started with my mom and her religion. then i almost burned my car with a cig. then my water bottle falls and breaks. and now i just feel like shit. and i left without giving my dog water and new pee pads. maybe i should just move out once and for all.

102908
0211pm
i never wonder what i missed at work
i always wonder what i missed in the past,
as if that would do any good.

walking away from the coffeeshop i feel dejected,
deflated and maybe some other de words.
not debunked...well perhaps.
i may have debunked myself,
stripped away the veil of self-deceit.
what was left was me, alone,with all my traits,
good or bad.