Yum!

i've decided i'm going to make Tiramisu for my birthday...no cake. This sounds better and since i've cut out the fun/bad foods from my diet i figured b-day is a good reason to bend the rules. I'm really looking forward to this, you've no clue.

Friday is the way to go

oh, my left leg is more sore than my right leg. i forgot my tennis shoes at home. now i have two choices. i can either go home and get them at lunch and not walk during that time, or not go and just walk in my chucks. hopefully they don't fuck up my feet.

i woke up earlier this morning after having dreamed of Steven again. Oh freshman year of college crush, why do you haunt me so. at one point in the dream i was running to keep up with him. how sad, even in dreams they run from me. but i did get to kiss him eventually, in the dream. okay the end. anywho, yes, i woke up earlier to iron my shirt so as to not look like a proff. hobo...i'm just part time right now. i love having time in the mornings because i get to do fun stuff like listen to records. i was really craving The Only Living Boy In New York by Simon and Garfunkel and i got it. i like that song. it makes me feel feelings...woah. this is my last friday as a 25 y/o. part of me is sad, part of me is whatev, que sera sera, you know?

i'm seeing my therapist today. i have to start thinking of what i'm going to say.

the only living boy in new york...aaaahhh...hey.

thursday...hells yes

so far, 9 minutes into my work day, it's not too bad. i'm eating my b-fast sandwich, which is like a normal sandwich except i added grilled-flat mushrooms and i grilled the turkey and paired it with swiss and the whole grain bread...it's all melty and delicioius. two slices of turkey will ensure that i'm not hungry for a while. i brought cantaloupe today. it's nice and sweet. anywho...oh shit..i just remembered that i forgot to grab my bathing suit and towel for todays swim class....hmmm

anywho, whatev. my mom sent me a birthday package. it is the bomb. i'm wearing this really nice purple v-neck sweater she sent me and i'm drinking some of the tea as well. she sent me everything...kitchen gadgets, socks, tea, notepads, candles, natural soap, other bath products and some really nice and comfy sandals...go mom.

for reals...it was right on the money...one week from saturday and i will no longer be 25, but 26.

the end...time to read some articles and eat my b-fast...

ps. the first song pandora played today was "Get Me Away From Here I'm Dying" by belle and sebastian. this must be a good sign

new music...to me

Old man....i like how this song really matches my naming system. it's like hey mail-man, coffee shop guy...young dude...Old man. So on my drive to work i was thinking about age. What brought this on is my pending 26th b-day. I dont' feel 25, i don't feel old. I just feel like i've seen some crazy shit. I think i'll grow up and never feel as old as my body. That's what scares me. To be old and still have your young mind. To be viewed as crazy...i'm not crazy, you're crazy...ha, no. Lots of ppl are crazy because of their chosen way of life...what's worse is that most ppl don't know. We don't have to be just consumers....okay the end...listen to this old man jazzz.



Heart of Gold...i think i may have heard this before. I really like this. I don't know why i never ever before looked up Neil Young. I'm a little slow, but i'm glad i found him. Now I can buy some of his records. I really dig this vibe and the harmonica. It's such a lovely instrument.