meh

i had way higher hopes for my most recent BM. oh wells...1.5 hours left...still a change to redeem myself.

ooh i just remembered...i finally talked to my neighbors again, whom i've been avoiding cuz i was in hardcore hermit phase...but anywho, i visited with them last night and we caught up and stuff...then bette told me about this doctor she's seeing, a practitioner of eastern medicine....
anywho...my BM story reminded me of him because he asks about that stuff...i'm prepared to answer that question...i need to make an appointment. maybe he can help lose weight w/some chinese herbs, accupuncture and meditation...sounds like fun.

the end...now back to work for reals...

i hate feeling like my coworkers might now i'm going in there for a BM....oh wells
everyone poops.

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Goodbye Forevor

...cleaning up my mailbox is like meditating. i can relax and take my time, i do have 1500 messages to go through afterall. it's nice though. makes me feel like i'm decluttering my virtual crap repository. makes me feel a little more organized.

i love procrastinating. yes i do have work. no, i don't feel like doing it right now.