XOXO

a beacon in the dark is Gossip Girl. i'm like mad-stressin' about money and my future at this job, any job. will there be a job? will we survive this recession? are we in a depression yet? probs. times like these i wish i wasn't a fuck-up. i wish i was smart about college and took care of business. i want the mad money...only sometimes, like when i'm extremely broke...

to be continued...

oh wait..yes, this was going to be about how i have the next season of Gossip Girl to look forward to...

Chuck and Blair y'alls...they're in love.

fuck

i am broke. so broke i owe the mothertrucking bank money. so when i get paid tomorrow it is all going away. there are bills to pay. i hate not having money. th end. that's been stressing me out. it's making me want to eat some chocolate. good thing i can't afford it.

i will seriously have like 40 bucks for two weeks. and that's only if i do nothing, buy nothing...nothing. i guess i can focus on other things like staying at home for fun.

i'm broke

and it aint no fucking joke....why...why can't i manage my money. why do i just spend and spend. this reminds me of the college days, but unlike the college days, i get paid this friday. after i get paid i get to give my money away for the bills that've been there...oops. okay, no more going out and spending like crazy. i have 50 dollars. that is sad. after lunch i'll have about 35 dollars. the end.

i'm going to not let my broke-ass-edness ruin lunch. new boy needs to step up the plate, umkay. i need someone with plans, someone assertive. like okay, i'm getting lunch today...does this mean he'll put out...of course not. am i being dicked around with? no...there is no dick. man...okay i need to stop before i get really dark-sided. time to laugh it off and listen to Sarah Vaughan sing Bewitched...

CALGON TAKE ME AWAY