Wednesday, April 29, 2009

heaven is a truck

i'm listening to Pavement. it's always nice to come back to them. there's something about them that makes me love them so. the music seems perfect for windy days. perfect for care-free frollicking. perfect for dreaming. anywho, it's old news that i totes have a boner for Stephen Malkmus.

i'm drinking some Yogi brand green tea, and according to the tea-bag tag, "Mental happiness is total relaxation." I agree. the first thing i recalled after reading this was the sensation i felt when i got in the hammock and listened to the river and looked at the clouds at the hot springs a week ago or so. what's even better is that i'll be returning there this weekend with fatty.

i'm so lucky to be able to go to the hot springs and relax. comparatively speaking my life is pretty good. i have everthing i need and then some. i am grateful for what i do have but i'm still missing out on the giving back part. it's really hard for me to do things selflessly as opposed to going in with a "what's in it for me" attitude. anywho, i thought, why not try to volunteer at the animal shelter? but i only say this because of the fine-ass mofo who works there. so maybe i shouldn't look into this. maybe i should focus on humans. i'm sure one day i'll find what i think i'm looking for.

okay it's time to work. i have tons of stuff to do....



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